Meet M. E.

We caught up with the brilliant and insightful M. E. a few weeks ago and have shared our conversation below.

M., so great to have you with us and thanks for taking the time to share your thoughts with the community. So, let’s jump into something that stops so many people from going after their dreams – haters, nay-sayers, etc. We’d love to hear about how you dealt with that and persisted on your path.

First off, I am very excited to speak with you too. I feel very honored that you reached out to me for this interview. I just know you’re getting me fresh and hot. Now, for the question. Have you never heard of sympathy? I simply do not care for those who spread hate, however, I feel more sorry for those who are haters, for hate is something that will eventually degrade the soul. I am not saying that hate isn’t a useful tool, I have subsided off of hate for many years. hatred has previously kept me going. It can be very hard to find the balance to use the tool, but it’s all about moderation. I never personally directed that hate toward my fellow members of the collective consciousness, at least not consciously, for I knew it would be a waste of time.
Those who feel the hatred, for no particular reason, are not our enemies. I truly sympathize with them, for they need the love, more directly than I passively give it. However, it is not my responsibility to give them the time of day, nor the active love they oh so desperately need. the soul in their body, after moving on, will regret the choices they made on this beautiful planet, and will course correct if possible.
At the end of the day, cruel or not, I do not care for the haters. nor should you, because they are trying to corrupt you, as either others to them or them from themselves. I truly blame one thing for this way they became. It is social media, back before my time, there were forums, not Instagram, nor X, you could simply sort by most recent posts. Those, I’m sure of it, were filled with people being kinder, because you were undoubtedly there for at the very least, similar things. Truthfully, the best social media now is one I would never recommend going on, nor do I go on it myself. It is indeed 4chan. It kept the love of the forum, with complete anonymity, there is no cancelation, just pure love, in the most toxic sense. It is an invisible social contract, with less manipulation than the more “civil” social medias. You truly know what you are signing up for as soon as you enter the site. That is the beauty of the internet, and that is what I miss. Now, on Instagram, X, tiktok, wherever you require a password to post into the true depth of what the internet is now. You are the voyee as soon as you hit upload.
I mourn, I mourn for I was born to late to have a myspace page. I would like to rank my friends. I just want to log online. I just want to feel my space. #egirlsdontexist #ccadglass #emilyflippen. WHY ARE YOU SEEING ME? I don’t think I like you. Are you made to be my voyer? why did I subject myself to be your voyee? It is okay… it’s over now….

Appreciate the insights and wisdom. Before we dig deeper and ask you about the skills that matter and more, maybe you can tell our readers about yourself?

I will make artw0rk. You will not understand, nor are *you* supposed to. If you are one of the select few, thank you, and I am sincerely sorry. I am currently working on the fish story, along with cohosting my podcast, The Potcast. I am currently growing my playboy trading card collection, and crafting my M.F.M, which to keep my plausible deniability, I cannot share the full name of. I am keeping plausible deniability in the based way, not the alt-right way. I do not condone the use of dog whistles. Those in mainly Columbus, keep your eyes out in the near future, for you can understand the beauty in what will unfold. If you are not in Columbus, fear not, we have members worldwide who would love to share our message with you.
My work remains in the realm of performance, video, and writing. Often all of the above. I loath the internet for what it has despicably become, yet it is still in control of me, for I feel as if I must understand to continue, which gets in the way, not for just me, but most anyone 35 and younger, the control it has on us, and how it prevents us from living our life- truthfully. I often think of my family friend, who I considered my uncle, T.K. He was a primitivist, and very smart. I understand where he came from, in his heart. Think about the beauty of the world, without the phone in our pocket, nor the concrete jungle we have decided is “perfect, we took that in as a species much more before society progressed this far. It’s how we evolved. It creates a peace in our soul, which due to our endless information, we seem we cannot even get close to grasping in our ever-increasing cyborg bodies. We were happier, we did not need psychological medicines, our brains were at peace.
But where I disagree is that now that we are here, we should not go back. That is the gray truth of the matter. We have an ever growing population, and those who need modern medicine, to survive, and they have lives as beautiful to those who don’t. We cannot leave them behind, but we must find a way to create an equilibrium, where we can coexist with Gaia itself, for right now we are murdering her, which in turn will kill us. Please, if shes still alive, call your mom, as an act of resistance.

If you had to pick three qualities that are most important to develop, which three would you say matter most?

1; Esotericism. If you are perfectly, clearly, understood by everyone you meet, you are doing something wrong. You are not real in that case, to live, create less sense, figure out what thought pattern works for you, and hit the ground running.
2; Communication. You must speak in a way that can make the most people understand you. If you aren’t able to flow your words correctly, you are doing something wrong. Make sure you’re able to speak in a way that a five-year-old could understand, without understating what you have to say. Again, make sure as many people can understand you.
3. Hypocrisy. Eliminate as much hypocrisy as you can, You will never get rid of it fully, but you can make sure to try to stick to your thought pattern.
4; Dialectics. Accept my previous statements as contradictory, yet true.

Thanks so much for sharing all these insights with us today. Before we go, is there a book that’s played in important role in your development?

Finite and Infinite games by James P. Carse. I was raised in a world where games were a big part of my growth. Now I love winning, however, I love losing for more. Pain is a part of life, and I live to feel it. not in a way that is self-destructive, but in a way that where it makes me human. There is a board game titled “Dune” by the studio Gale Force 9. It is based off the book series of the same name. It takes multiple hours to play, not matter what, and requires near full attention from your brain the entire time. I’ve played this game about ten times, I’ve won twice. Not for being bad, partially for being feard, mainly because I play the game infinitely. Every loss is a crushing defeat. I stay awake for multiple nights, mulling over what went wrong. I do not play to exclusively win, although I do try heavily, I do play to have the fun of manipulating my friends, and the power of strategizing.
If you do not play in your real life. you are not fully living. Feel the pain of what you face, feel it deeply, and understand the fun you can have will not happen without this hurt. Take a trip to your local pond, and skip a rock at LEAST four times. That’s all you need to do. the point of being alive is to be able to skip a stone in a pond aT LEAST FOUR TIMES. I cannot stress how important it is to skip a rock at least four times.
I am not saying manipulate those who love you, do not do that. I understand I have the power to lie and manipulate, that’s why I do it in the safe world of a finite game, its a way to express the tool I’ve sadly been given.
I love the fact I have a community, and you should also strive to have one. I’ve been dubbed, not necessarily by myself, that I am a community leader., rather regrettably, for I do not want that power, but it has fallen on me nonetheless. With the power I’ve been given, I force myself to be unserious, even though I was before hand. An example I love to set is to make sure we know those within the collective consciousness should be friends, whether they can or not accept that. I force those who choose to follow me to play the game of life, and I’m not talking about the mediocre board game. I like to make them know I can skip a stone at least four times.
If you are stuck in the world of finite games, it is no longer safe. you cannot have fun outside of the reference of finite games. You must escape to the truth of the infinite game. You have to skip a rock at least four times

Contact Info:

• Website: https://marcelineelaine.weebly.com/
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